Comments on Profile Post by alec

  1. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    They can also kill you if you are not careful about mixing booze so watchout.
    Oct 27, 2019
  2. alec
    alec
    I don't drink alcohol. Maybe later in life when I'm a hobo. It's funny how legal drugs are way more lethal than the illegal ones.
    Oct 27, 2019
  3. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Try some DMT. #Rogan2020
    Oct 27, 2019
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  4. alec
    alec
    Also: you should all congratulate me 'cause I haven't smoked a cigarette or a joint in a month. Even though I think about doing it 24/7. Argh.
    Oct 27, 2019
  5. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Nothing wrong with joints man. No wonder you are depressed.
    Oct 27, 2019
  6. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    You're a fucking artist mate.
    Oct 27, 2019
  7. The Dopamine Cleric
    The Dopamine Cleric
    FUCKING STRESS
    Oct 27, 2019
  8. alec
    alec
    No, no, I'm forced to stop. I had a psychotic episode and the neighbors called the cops. Main reason Annelies and I broke up. Place smelled like a coffee shop and they found coke too. Shrink gave me diazepam and now benzos to stay sane. In November I have obligatory day therapy in the nut house.
    Oct 27, 2019
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  9. AureliusofPhoenix
    AureliusofPhoenix
    Congrats on quitting smoking, but also goddamn son. It sounds like you’re on the right track, though the track is kinda... curved. It may seem that things are going downhill and taking forever, but between the therapy and everything it seems that you’ll be able to confront your problems soon enough. Hang in there, bro.
    Oct 27, 2019
  10. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    It was the coke now they get you addicted to benzos. Nice job Docs. Nah you need them.
    Oct 27, 2019
  11. The Dopamine Cleric
    The Dopamine Cleric
    I've been to the shrink a few times after psychotic breaks.

    I got good at telling myself to shut up on the inside and the rest of me thanks me for it.
    Oct 27, 2019
  12. The Dopamine Cleric
    The Dopamine Cleric
    Even so, that doesn't mean shit if you don't replace the negative shit in your mind with something positive, which is hard because it makes you feel vulnerable and it's not something most people are used to doing.
    Oct 27, 2019
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  13. Squadcar
    Squadcar
    Combinations in general are something you need to take care with. Mixing things together can do some wild things. Never forget the grapefruit either.
    Oct 28, 2019
  14. alec
    alec
    I'll never forget about grapefruit ever again. Once, it resulted in me all curled up on the cold bathroom floor, shitting my pants, cold sweating a small pool of sorrow and sadness most people would've drowned in.
    Oct 28, 2019
  15. alec
    alec
    And I don't want to say the obvious, Dopamine Cleric, but "all I have are negative thoughts", so yeah. I felt pretty good today, though. I sold a fake Tintin plaque (but I told the buyer it was fake) and I took my dog for a two hour walk before realizing I would have to walk another two hours to get back home.
    Oct 28, 2019
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  16. The Dopamine Cleric
    The Dopamine Cleric
    Well ya know, nothing can exist without it's opposite so being a contrarian isn't a medical condition, but it could turn into one if you're in the wrong place. lol
    Oct 28, 2019
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  17. The Dopamine Cleric
    The Dopamine Cleric
    Have you thought about going across the border into Amsterdam and opening a venue for your artwork?
    Oct 28, 2019
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  18. AureliusofPhoenix
    AureliusofPhoenix
    That... would be really fucking cool. I’d fly out to see that.
    Oct 29, 2019
  19. alec
    alec
    My best friend killed himself in Amsterdam. I even made a comic about it. Last time I went there, it was to talk with my publisher and to hear him say: "No, we can't publish that. It's just too conservative. No one will buy it."
    Oct 29, 2019
  20. alec
    alec
    But you're right, Dopa. I better start drawing and writing again. Once I've taken pics of everything that must go and put them online for sale, I'll try to start and finish something small. 24-32 pages. Something like that.
    Oct 29, 2019
  21. AureliusofPhoenix
    AureliusofPhoenix
    Seems like that’s the way to do it man. Start small, build yourself back up. You’ve got this.
    Oct 29, 2019
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