Comments on Profile Post by zegh8578

  1. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    Legit, I spoke out loud "Faen asså!" which can be roughly translated as "Goddamnit!" - that is how exasperated I am at this pervasive level of human fucking ignorance...
    Dec 3, 2019
  2. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    Can peoples collective retardation not go for a single day without surprising me with its new levels!? What happens to your soul!? Jesus fucking christ...
    Dec 3, 2019
  3. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    "Can you overdose on happiness" HHHNNNRRRGHGHGGNGNGN
    Dec 3, 2019
  4. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    Btw, my actual query - if anybody knows - is: What are the chances of waking up from an overdose by yourself? You usually hear about the death-cases or the adrenaline shots by paramedics etc - but are there instances where a junkie has managed to just snap out of it?
    Dec 3, 2019
  5. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    Hmmm, found a Q&A and it appears one can be lucky enough to wake up from an overdose by oneself. I understand that people want to be cautious, but ugh - this kind of information is SO marred by caution, it's like when trying to google murder or suicide :b
    Dec 3, 2019
  6. Squadcar
    Squadcar
    Yeah, it's really rare. My friend tried to do that and they found him breathing a few times a minute and he had to take a helicopter ride to the hospital. Longer story than that of course.

    Did you find out what happens to your soul if you overdose?
    Dec 3, 2019
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  7. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    Dude, don't even! I started to wonder what indeed the answers to that question would be, like "Straight to hell, unless Jesus & pals" - but there is no way I'm going to encourage the algorithms more than necesary. I have a lot more of Googling to do, and I want to retain some sanity.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  8. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Now would you like to know the real answer?
    Dec 3, 2019
  9. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    To the soul-thing, or my actual initial question? :D
    Dec 3, 2019
  10. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    The "soul" thing. The real answer is detached from Christian fuckery.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  11. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    Sure, go ahead
    Dec 3, 2019
  12. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    The occult largely believes if you die in that state upon death instead of going to the afterlife or reincarnating, instead you will be stuck in Limbo in a torpor state until you get rid of the addiction. You simply cannot vibrate higher to reach "Heaven" if you are like that. Limbo looks like a mirror version of our regular world. No torture.
    Dec 3, 2019
  13. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    I have some practical experience with this.
    Dec 3, 2019
  14. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    I probably could have guessed that :V However, I'm guessing "no torture" could be debatable, if you are to remain "in torpor" *IN* a world that appears as regular - for what would then feel like an eternity (considering the torpor state)

    I shall consult further with my Scribe, Ankh af na Khonsu.
    Dec 3, 2019
  15. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    *guessed the limbo-part, that is - since limbo-states tend to be a rather recurring theme in this kind of topic.
    Dec 3, 2019
  16. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    It only takes a few years. It's like sleeping. You can come across spirits in this state. People are the same way when they dream. Most living people you come across while projecting are in a sleepwalking type state. Suicide can be worked off quick.
    Dec 3, 2019
  17. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Limbo is just a name btw. You can enter it in your sleep. You have already.
    Dec 3, 2019
  18. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Purgatory is a bit better. I just call it the Astral Realm.
    Dec 3, 2019
  19. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    I think we had a similar conversation when I was new to the boards, and I told you allready then, I simply do not believe these things - and I have to remain as honest now, because I don't want to be condescending. However - I do take your experiences seriously, and I do value your sharing them, because reality bends a bit different for everyone
    Dec 3, 2019
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  20. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    The mind is endlessly interesting, so I never oppose this kind of input or sharing.
    Dec 3, 2019
  21. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    I don't expect you to believe anything, but you better believe I climb in between your covers at night and goose you.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  22. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    The mind is what it is. All minds linked up in the first Aethernet. The best VR simulation money can't buy.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  23. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    I'm chock full of my mind, dude - tonight I had nightmares inside nightmares, and as you might know, a month ago I had a random seizure, which also included insane mind-shows. Not to mention having toyed around with acid, mushrooms as well as solvents (FUN!) in the past
    Dec 3, 2019
  24. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    What are the nightmares like?
    Dec 3, 2019
  25. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    I will never truly recommend, but huffing ether beats any ammount of LSD or psilocybin. Dunno why, too scared to find out. Today I treat it like a been-there-done-that, and stick to muh weed :V
    Dec 3, 2019
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  26. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    My nightmares are usually "subtle", because I don't get chased or eaten or killed or stuff (that is, I *do* get killed and eaten sometimes, but the dreams are more curious than scary) - my nightmares tend to be... creeping, heavy, uneventful - but dark and creepy in my own way.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  27. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    Tonight, for example - I simply dreamt about having been evicted, as well as all my earthly belongings seized. The dream stressed me a lot, and included rage-moments inside the dream. Other times, they're just... areas, places, "an evil" that surrounds me.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  28. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    I love hearing about dreams. Maybe post one in the dream thread? Especially creepy ones. I'm good at giving dream advice . No magic or god stuff either. Most are visualization techniques that help to combat negative dreams. Also learning to have a lucid dream helps to control them.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  29. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    That evil is there because of your disdain for all these religious fucks. The rest is that standard stressed to the max dream shit. I dreamed of my roof leaking and falling apart recently since it is leaking and falling apart.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  30. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Imo if you are exposed to this religious fear it lodges in your subconscious. You hate it thus it is there. Anyway sorry for diverting your post.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  31. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    No prob, I'm in the middle of writing, and inspiration comes from everywhere. Your input, like I said, is appreciated!
    Dec 3, 2019
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  32. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    It occurs to me Atheists will have a much easier time crossing over since they already know they will cease to exist, but they don't believe in the part after. Even Occultists fear losing their Ego. Food for thought. Keep on keeping on.
    Dec 3, 2019
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  33. KingArthur
    KingArthur
    God huffs it for His own divine high.

    As for everything Toront said: I fear nothing except decaf coffee. Not because I'm overly religious or anything, more because regardless of whether an afterlife or reincarnation or nothing at all awaits me, I'm a "let things happen" kinda guy. Fuck it, you know?
    Dec 4, 2019
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  34. Squadcar
    Squadcar
    Toronto, do you happen to believe in the noosphere or something similar to it? I've always found the idea of it very interesting. And yes zegh post more in the dream thread. I used to be really into reading about dreams and what people think they mean. Dreams are something else.
    Dec 4, 2019
  35. alec
    alec
    Huffing ether is fucking nuts, and you can get that stuff at the drugstore for next to nothing. Bad for the lungs, though, and that aftertaste is just ugh. I did it a couple of times and always threw up afterwards.
    Dec 4, 2019
  36. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    My very last I had a legit "near death" bad-trip, where I could feel and hear my heart beat faster and faster, untill the beat-rate equalled a loud, whistling propellar-noise, which I understood even in the haze of it was simply not fucking possible. I then spat blood, and thought "yeah, that's that. enough of this."
    Dec 4, 2019
  37. Squadcar
    Squadcar
    Bad for the brain too. Shit's wild.
    Dec 4, 2019
  38. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    My wife almost died from doing that shit. It's not something you want to do all the time. If at all.
    Dec 4, 2019
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  39. Squadcar
    Squadcar
    I'm going with not at all. It doesn't even last long or feel okay.
    Dec 4, 2019
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  40. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    It's what poor people do when they can't get drugs. I know a guy that was on whip its real bad that eventually killed himself by driving into a tree.
    Dec 4, 2019
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  41. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Interesting story that one. The old woman that lived across the street from where he wrecked thought she saw him climb down out of the tree and walk away. When the cops got there she asked where he went and they said he died instantly. She died a week later.
    Dec 4, 2019
  42. Squadcar
    Squadcar
    That's creepy as fuck.
    Dec 4, 2019
  43. zegh8578
    zegh8578
    That's the thing - with LSD or mushrooms - "getting hooked" is almost not possible, it's too exhausting, physically, mentally - but the solvents are different. They are exhausting - but at the same time weirdly addictive. A friend of mine kept it up for a while, sometimes he would emit fumes from his skin, enough to make me uncomfortable
    Dec 4, 2019
  44. TorontoReign
    TorontoReign
    Gross.
    Dec 4, 2019