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FOREWORD:
"Spears of nuclear fire rained from the skies..
And the continents sank beneath boiling oceans.."



This is the post-apocalyptic world. We find ourselves in a world
completely hostile, a world that we doomed through our own blind
foolishness. This is the world of Fallout. This is the unfamiliar world
where both peril and opportunity about in equal measure. This is the
world which we so find fascinating..

We like the post-nuclear world for it shows us, of how even in the
deepest instance of defeat and regret, the human spirit can find a way
to fight on. Hope will never be killed, though our bones turn to ashes
and our dreams melt into darkness.. there will always be hope, and
prayer.. and opportunity.

WASTELAND:UNFOUND, the title, means that you should throw away
certain pre-concieved notions about the post-nuclear world. After all..
remember..it's -me- you're talking to.. I just can't resist but to
muddle around and switch over to the fanfic genre that we at the
Illuminati have been trying to carve.

The Post-Apocalyptic Fantasy.

But.. ease down. Relax. You won't see knights, wizards, and magic..
save in allegory. Just try to keep an open mind at whatever I might
decide to throw at your skull.. *grin* Oh, and this so happens to base
heavily on the "Hypothetical Study of the Wastelands", the possible
Fallout 3(?) plotline which I wrote some time ago.

I've completely scrapped the old Wasteland:Unfound that I wrote a week
ago. If you've seen it, forget that it ever existed, please.

*argh*


And..

....Now..

............Here..

...................We..

................................GO!!

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WASTELAND:UNFOUND
by bluepencil


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An Anthology:

The story takes place sixty years after the Chosen One.

And seventeen years after Fenris Bluhart wrote the “A Probable Study of
The Wastelands”, a letter which he sent as a response to a request from
the new library in San Francisco.

And two years after making that, he realized that the reclusiveness of
his Brotherhood of Steel is not born of a desire to stay neutral. This
came the day that Maxson IX was murdered… he immediately cut off his ties
with his Brethren, and talked of the living Enclave that corrupted them.

He took root in New Arroyo, and began to develop something he called
The Pregenition Theorem.

One year later, Fenris Bluhart, the post-nuclear philosopher, was nowhere
to be found..

He was never seen again, and his disappearance was a mystery still unsolved.
The Brotherhood denied blame, saying that while Fenris had denounced
them, he was still very much someone they respected.

The Husia Society only had this to say. “He was a but part in larger machine,
a machine called Fate, which continues to be in motion.”

And two years before this account, the Brotherhood met its prodigal sons, and
the Wasteland found itself engulfed in war, again..




Book One: GRAVEYARDS OF GLASS

"For your heart is purest crystal dear
And all I see, are graveyards of glass"
-Petraius

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PROLOUGE-

"The blood of the land flows in veins carved by hooves of brahmin."
-Fenris Bluhart, "The Toils of Commerce"

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There was a scarlet darkness, and a song that hummed at the very core
of being. "Happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me...", the caravan
guard mumbled. He was pretending to be someplace other than this.. he
tried to imagine he wasn't sitting on a cartload of trader crap.. he
tried to feel a bottle of cold beer in his hand, not the metal barrel
of a sawed-off shotgun.

There are purists, in a sense, in this stark new world. Ever since the
day the bombs fell, and all of civilization was wiped out.. ever since
the long radioactive silence passed, and people came from the Vaults to
live their life anew.. they had to scrounge and life on the remains of
what had been man's greatest works. Towering structures, fallen,
crumbling.. the insides held broken treasures. And there are the people
who live and prey upon the weak and scavenging.. civilization and morality
were old relics. It was live or die.. kill or be killed. This was the rule of
life, and nothing can change that law.

A man's guns were his most prized possessions. And as a caravan guard,
his rifle was his best friend in this cursed world. Benny Latherman
propped himself up with his mutilated gun.. and wished he'd cut a
little lower. But even an inch made a difference.. which did he
prefer, a comfortable leaning post, or a comfortable grave?

He wore a fine suit of Leather Armor Mark II... if you can say that in
the crisp military way that the Caravan Master did when he issued it to
his guards, and not laugh afterwards.. chances are, you've already gone
a little dead inside. Caravanning is a rather hazardous job.. though
the world has recuperated, and there are established cities, they are
still the only feasible way of mechantile distribution all over the
Wastes. It was filled with deadly monotony.. from point A to point
B.. and along the way, meet randomly encounter desperate people, who
are willing to kill and die, all for the riches they carry. The
caravaneers had their own brand of rough humor, which no else can
understand.

It's a hard life, for everyone. It's all the least they can do, to
just keep sane, to stay alive, for they hold the power to change
circumstances.

Caravans carry goods, guns.. medicine, food, and various other
valuable junk to people all over the remains of what used to be the
Western front of the United States of America. Towns live or die by the
chances of caravan routes.. they hold riches that give hostage to
entire cities... they hold precious resources that can turn the tide
of this war.

Benny opened his eyes, recognizing the futility of trying to craft images
in his brain. That had always been his brother's forte. Ah, Tobie...
little bro.. it's my birthday. I know I promised to get there today..
but you'll wait, won't you? You've been waiting for months since, when
I told my girl and you to evacuate out of NCR and its warzone. Wait a
day.. I'll get there. Keep my beer cool.. and sorry for the delay.

He looked out at the endless silver sands. "Can't you hurry this?!", he
asked the caravan driver.

She looked at him with undisguised hatred."No, dammit!! NO!! This is as
fast as the brahmins can go.. and you asked me that question TWENTY
FUCKING TIMES ALREADY!! Say it again, and I'll stick your iron up
your fussy ass!!!", she shouted.

"Hey, what's going on ever there?", the Caravan Master queried from the
front of the caravan line.

"Nothing, boss!", replied the woman. "Shut up, you little piece of
shit..", she hissed at Benny. "We'll get there soon enough."

Benny sighed, and leaned back into the load. She patted the brahmin
pulling the cart, the strange two headed creature that gave the
Wastelanders such usefulness. Its tough hide, layered together, formed
the resilient body armor that they wore. It was good against most forms
of low-impact bullets.. like buckshot and the 10mm hollow
point.. the kind of ammo used in old hand sub-machine guns. Raiders
liked using burst weapons, it gave great damage without needing a lot
of skill. Benny scoffed, remembering the many times they've been set by
such inexperienced bandits. Yes, he could understand why they attack..
life is hard enough as it is.. and it's not getting better, what with
this War going on and all..

But he couldn't understand why they got into this line of work.. lazy
bastards. If they want food and guns.. go join the freakin' army!
They'll get killed either way... most caravans are fairly well-armed
nowadays.

"This is my last..", he thought. "My last run.."

The concept filled him with the deepest excitement... and the a great
pressing block of fear. He's lived under the stars for so long... would it
feel just.. wrong.. to have a roof over his head, and not have to wake
right before dawn?

He fell asleep after a while, though he tried to fight it, but with the wind
singing a faint familiar tune, and the mooing of the brahmin, a freakish
parody, served as contrabass...

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moo!

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....while the caravan went on slowly but steadily, the beasts of burden
pulled uncomplainingly.. and the guards were in that state of being
half-asleep, born of the crisp night air and the monotony of the sights.

All but one..

He stood straight, his eyes keen and like daggers, flicking from one
angle of view to another. It was boring flat country all around, no
place for any raider to hide.. or so it seemed.

He was the Caravan Master.. he was responsible for this load, the well-
being of people that accompanied it, and the hope it gave the
recipients. He was an experienced, hardened man.. a true Wastelander.
He didn't care a whit for the War, or the politics behind it. Let them
fight.. what's important is that they arrived on time.

Heaven help anyone who dared to slow the progress of HIS caravan.

He sat at the very lead haul of the caravan. His driver was a young
man, but he handled the direction of the beasts well. He kept a nice
even pace, eating up the miles without getting the brahmin tired. Now
and then, he would pat the beasts, in quiet encouragement. The
caravan master gave the young man's back an approving gaze.

He looked back, at his men.. and shook his head at the laxness they
allowed themselves to fall into. "Wake up!", he yelled. Soon, they
would reach the most dangerous part of their trip.

They just came from Tabernacle Flats, in Independent Utah. And the
dividing line between that region and New California was a stretch of
what used to be a river. It has long since drained away, forming a
deep gorge. They had to go down through a pass and through that valley
a while.. the perfect spot for an ambush.

He gripped the butt of his well-trusted weapon. The grandaddy of all
shotguns.. the Pancor Jackhammer. It was the weapon reserved for the
eilte police forces of New California Republic, but the Green Line
Caravan's owners bartered and awarded him this, for his long faithful
years of service.

They knew better than to hope he'd just take a desk job, or spend his
time showing young fools who never held a gun before, that there's more
to surviving than to just pointing the barrel and pulling the trigger.

Over time, he'd developed a casual, but thorough philosophy of life,
based entirely on caravanning.

The first rule was: Be prepared to die anytime. Behind a hill, so much
the same as many hills you've seen before, may hide a swarm of raiders.
And not your average trash, either.. these ones just so happened to
grab ahold of some high tech or big-caliber guns...

Be ready to die. Second rule: Take as many of the bastards down with
you.

"Be on guard!!", he shouted, rousing his sleepy men. He looked around,
and saw nothing that seemed out of place. But raiders can be smart, when
driven by hunger and greed.. he'd once lost half an equipage to a wily
bunch that used camouflage, and the bright noontime to their advantage.
They stood on a hill, and fired down.. the blinding sun behind their
backs made accurate return fire difficult.

He was a little drunk, that time.. he wore a flashy pair of sunglasses
to hide his bloodshot eyes.

And when he managed to survive that, the caravans began supplying their
guards with the small things necessary to turn aside raider trickery.
He's lived long, killed many, and learned slowly.. and he takes comfort
in the fact that he's probably saved as many lives as he had taken.

He gestured high with his fist, telling the people at the back to ready
their beast for a perilous descent.

The brahmin mooed and slowly slunk down the pass. The sandstone cliff
pooled umbra into the bottom of the ravine.

"The black river flows..", the young driver muttered.

The Caravan Master frowned at his driver, and gave the shadows beyond a
bare glance. Yes.. in this kind of light, it seemed as if the darkness
was solid somehow, as if the ghost of brackish waters were still flowing..

And the caravan trudged on..

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moo!

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and the sudden cold woke Benny up. He shivered as the biting cold winds
wafted through the gorge. "We're below ground..", he said. "Where is this
wind coming from?"

"I don't know..", the driver replied off-hand. "Air should be weightless,
right? So it should be going up, right? Nah.. I heard something about
this.. something about pressure or like that..?!"
She waved her gloved hand in front of her face, feeling the
nothingness there.. and shrugged. "Air has weight.. we just don't feel
it 'cause we got that same air inside us pushing up."

"Where did you learn that?", he exclaimed. He had traveled with her
for twelve straight runs, and in that span of time, he's come into a
position of grudging tolerance of his partner's perennial black mood.
They were both "bonded".. they had signed contracts that promised their
services to the Company for a set length of time. People could get to
know each other, in such a span.

Benny knew almost nothing. Hell, he even forgot her name from time to
time..! For weeks there would be no conversation whatsoever, then there
would be small, enlightening snippets. Mostly it came, when they were
both drunk.. she had an iron stomach, but you can see the influence of
alcohol in how she was a little bit more talkative. She smiled a little
bit more, too. She was devastating when she smiled... and he had to
remember, there was someone waiting for him... "I didn't know you
studied physics."

"I didn't know you even knew the word "physics"..", she snorted. Ignorant
little fool.., she thought. Go back to your girlfriend, back
to your perfect little slice of the world. She looked at him, from the
corner of her slitted eyes. Damn, this wind could dry your eyeballs..!
She closed her eyes, but she could still see him, his left eyebrow
raised in a question, his face a mixture of wonder and interest.

As if he's found something newn, unfound in his perfect little world.

You've no place in mine.. damn it! I could make room for you... but it
would ruin your fragile view of the world in general...

It wasn't unusual for partners to bed each other. Their position required
a state of absolute trust.. and is not the joining of two souls a natural
step from the marriage of mind and chance? In times of stress, right when
everything hinges on a critical second, people will change, and show the
character under the skin.

He was a sallow thing, unpretentious... the first thing he said to her
was an apology. He won't probably be as good as the other.. he said. But
he'll do his best, he promised it.

Her brahmins plodded forward, unminding. Like her, thay had fallen
asleep with their eyes open. What dreams do cow-like creatures dream?
The brahmin bumped gently into the back fender of the caravan in front,
and came awake.. four heads mooed plaintively.

"Shit!", she spat, and pulled on the reins. The brahmin did their best
to turn around.. the people behind her, and the guard in front looked
at her with annoyance. "Blanked out, did ya, girlie? Don't do that
again..", the Caravan Master had spoken during a training run. "All it
takes is one second.. a blink.. and it's all over. You can dream all you
want, as ya won't be wakin' up."

At first it was a game.. caravan women had a reputation for being 'easy'. Yet
why should they be denied the fantasy of a soulmate? She has
seen many men.. big, strong, full of bravado.

They were the first to lose it, to break down, to die with a surprised
look on their faces. She was all of twenty-eight.. but she felt thrice
that.

He wasn't the perfect man.. but close enough to suit her. She hadn't met
anyone like him before. Gentle, cheerful, and intensely loyal. A man of
solid principle. He was the type who would die first, afore rather than
break his word.

Damn him and his promises..!

"Hey, why'd we stop?", Benny asked.

Questions! Questions! Away with you and your questions!! I don't need
you around.. no. No, I don't! I don't! I won't!

I won't let anything near my heart again..

She shook her head violently, to clear it of stray thoughts. But yes,
the entire caravan was stalled, here in this lightless valley.

"Hey, Mort!", she shouted to the driver in front. "What's with the
hold-down?!"

The driver raised his hand. No, they weren't under attack. And also, no..
he didn't know why they stopped. "It's all up to the front.", his
guard said. "The lead cart's stopped."

"Benny,", she said tonelessly. "Go see what the old fart's up to.."

He rolled his eyes and sighed. "Yeah.. yeah.. sure."
He hopped off the cart, and shivered as another waft of biting cold air
hit him smack as his boots met the ground. He almost toppled, but she
caught his limb and helped him steady himself.

"Thanks..", he grinned, but she only punched him lightly in the arm for
a reply.

Sourly, he walked forward, to where the head of this serpentine train
of men, women and beasts, vanished into the gloom...

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moo!

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and the wind was really starting to become more than just a nuisance
to all of them. It lashed out, and along the caravan line, annoyed
curses began to mix with the screeching hum. The Wastelands was a cruel
place.. at daytime it wore the face of fire... the burning glow from
above, and the searing heat trapped by the golden gravel below your feet.

It was midnight, and the Wastelands held a dagger of invisible ice. At
the lead haul, the caravan driver huddled into his travelers's cloak. It
was just a sheet of rough tent fabric, crudely sewn and lashed together
with strips of leather... and it served as a shield against the hot
rays, and the freezing blasts.

And as far as protective clothing went, it wasn't particularly effective
in its purpose. The cold still seeped through.. he was the only one that
took out this shroud, should any raider choose this moment to charge, he
would be a helpless target for a full half-minute as he tried to
disentangle himself.

The biting cold couldn't numb old paranoia.

He shivered, and let the black stream strike him full-face. He had been
in the Company for merely three months, but he's proven himself a good
and dependable hand. He had a way with his mounts, and now, they were
more distressed by the aura of distress around their rider than the
harsh wind engulfing them.

"This bites..", he mumbled. The caravan haul was lashed together, a
triumph of faith, hope, and gratuitous use of rope. He looked back at
it, he knew that someone had sent with them a fine coat made of the
finest mole fur.
But much as he wanted to rip into the load, and shield himself from
this wind, he had to keep up appearances.

"Oy! Where's the wasteland dog?!", he heard a voice shout from behind
him. He turned, and saw a caravan guard. He gasped and leaned back in
an effort to hide his face.
And took a deep breath... It was fine.. the guard wasn't even trying to
look, the wind was too much for that. Thank God for small coincidences.

"Oh, he's taking a crap, sir..", he said.

"What?!", the guard had to shout over the wind.

The driver raised his voice. ""He's taking a piss, walking the dog,
showing the rattlesnake.. and uh, many other slang terms which I've
forgotten..!! Hey?! Can you hear me?!"

The man man laughed faintly. "Yeah.. I heard you." He was shielding his
face with his hand, the wind was starting to gust harder. "Now, when can
we get moving..?"

"Soon. We will all move on.. the world turns, and people must learn
to move along as changes come, changes which they cannot understand, come
to pass.." He looked forward, and the black wind was like wall hammering
into his face.

Benny blinked, confused. "What are you talking about?" He knew he
wasn't the sharpest knife on the block, but he was still pretty smart in
the standard range of the word.

"Do you consider yourself a righteous man, sir?"

Great. Another religious freak.. this war was bringing out all sorts in
folks. Dammit, he was freezing, and he wanted to get going! This was no
time nor place for any sort of sermon!

The driver saw the irritation in his face. "Don’t worry… I’m not one to
preach my views. I just want another man’s opinion on a moral problem… “

“Okay,”, Benny relented. He thought about going back to his post, but
what the heck… a caravan looks out for itself. It’s important to see that
everyone functions well, and the people guard each other’s back, even
when not in a firefight. “What’s on your mind?”

And suddenly, there was a bang!, and suddenly the moon that failed to
luminate the area was eclipsed by a new, ground-level sun.

The caravan guard started to speak, uminding. “Let me tell you of a concept
first.. I believe it’s the reason why we have a senseless war going over our
heads at the moment. We suffer from a lack.. of Unity.”

And Benny saw the caravan master, he was kneeling, his face to the wall, and
his throat was a gaping slash.. his blood spattered the walls, bright and healthy
against the black rocky wall, like a child’s scrawled mural.

And the light moved closer, and behind it he heard the grunt of machinery.


-End Prolouge-

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the next part..

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Chapter One -An Exile of Faith


"Through the ages, one thing still remains the same... the capacity of man
to torture himself in conscience, or to kill of such ethical considerations
altogether. You can either be a moral person, imprisoned in your own
self-imposed laws... or a beast."
-Fenris Bluhart, "Encyclopedia Apocalypa"


The post-nuclear world is as far from utopia as we can ever get. But even as
is, it's an ideal, a paradise in a sense. We are given a chance to make a
fresh start. Our ruination is of our own making, and when we stand up from
the ashes, it will come through sheer perspiration and perseverance.

It's a bright new world out there... too bright, even.

And frankly speaking, Simon Cati was sick to the bone with it.

"Up early, Father?", the boy asked him when he limped out of the damp place
that was his bedroom. Ugh. Pneumonia. A grisly, painful death. No... please
Lord, no.. though it's what I deserve.

He looked outside, through the cracked colorful glass. Ugh. Everything.. too
bright.. too cheery. Can't an old man just stew with misery without the world
barging in?! "Switch on the radio..", he told the boy. He hoped there would
be something interesting on the news.


He listened with bored fascination as it sputtered to life, Oh, God save Fenris
Bluhart, wherever he is now!, he silently cried. He was the one who encouraged
the revival of mass communication. Suddenly, everyone couldn't remember how they
used to survive the silence before the Husia Communications Tower was built.

Others may look on it as someform of intenerant magic.. that was the only way
they knew of how voices could be carried thousand of miles in the air. The boy
did, at least.. he knew this for a fact.

He built the device himself, that radio, a long time ago. At first, he used it
to intercept snatches of BOS conversation. He knew that the only magic in it, was
the news, the reports of what great folly man always has in motion. "Another
caravan gone missing..", he sighed after a while. "Who do you think did it, Rakhal?"

The boy shrugged."Don't know.. don't care. What's the use of it? Whoever has the
loot won't share any with me.. no use yearning for lost riches that were never
mine."

He laughed lightly.. it was more series of choked gasps than anything else. "You
have been taught well..", he remarked. "But don't you have any ideals whatsover?"

"I'm not old enough to have ideals..", the child replied.

The old priest shook his head. "How lucky you are.."

Rakhal turned away, this turn in the conversation was always uncomfortable. Even
though he was just ten years old, he the awareness in him was almost too heavy
at times. After all, how many children were still 'all right' after seeing all
his family slaughtered in front of him, simply because a mob didn't like the way
his name sounded, and the way his father wouldn't give his
hard-earned money.

And Rakhal Bhaalji used to be such a dreamer.

What a pair we make!, the priest thought. An old man and a child, both helpless,
both seeing nightmares in their waking days..
He felt something hot being pressed against his hands. He held it gently with
both his shaky hands, and lifted the cup to his lips. Hesitantly, he took a
draught of the corn syrup. It was sweet, warm, and revitalizing..

More inane news came from the radio... "President Wilson of NCR has made another
impassioned speech denouncing the expansion of New Arroyo Republic southward. He
cautions NAR to not test the might of NCR. Also, he rebukes them for not giving
support to the Brotherhood of Steel. 'Have they no sense of gratitude or their
politics with even a shred of decency?!', he was quoted to say. 'How dare they
use this war as a method to grab more land!'"

"New Reno launches an effort to curb their rising crime rate. With the lack of
adequate policing from New California's regime... gunrunning is once again rampant."
He snorted silently. Since WHEN was gunrunning not all over the Wastes? Hell, the
town store as much in ammo as it did in everday necessities..

"San Francisco sends more Deliverance Throngs, the new post-nuclear Red Cross."
Bland news... , Father Cati thought.

He tuned out the meaning behind the words, and just contented to let the melodious
voice of the announcer roll over him. How things have changed.. how things have
changed!

"There was a clash between the Brotherhood, in the valley right below the nuetral
town of Harmony Grounds. Though many were killed there was no clear victor." Ah!
Now that sparked his interest..

He could imagine those people, fighting, like ants in their sheer numbers.. like
ants in the mindless tidal fury.. and like ants, they were buried under.

Broadcasters seemed such a boring lot, he could also see them, a bunch of stolid
scholars, keeping to the fatal duty of "Keeping Knowledge Pure", as Fenris Bluhart
had first established. The delivery of their 'vital knowledge' was always the
same, a sing-song intonation... no matter wheter it's about a new scientific
(re)discovery or a grisly murder or a mundane caravan run schedule... we live
merely to serve and inform, they said. Monday, October 01, 2001

But even before the next bit was said, there was something that warned him something
was wrong. Perhaps it was that moment's hesitation, a strange quaver as it began..
maybe even divine insight?!

"It has come to our attention..", the nameless man started. "That an event of
great

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feedback.....

first an apology, i am sorry that i dont know english good enough to express exactly how good this story is.

So i'll say: it's REALY good. keep it comming!







War does'nt decide who is Right only who is Left.
 
I'd love to nitpick, but I'm currently not in much of a mood to explain things indepth. Put simply, there are a few places where the characters drift off into thoughts which are abstract but more or less valid. My complaint is just that they "drift" into those trains of thought a little too abruptly.

As for the story in general, it pleases me greatly, bluepencil-san. But while from one angle I see it pleasing me more as it progresses, from another I see you robbing me of a potential storyline for my own fic.
 
my thanks!

[font size=1" color="#FF0000]LAST EDITED ON Oct-02-01 AT 10:15AM (GMT)[p]I'll try to make the next parts a little better. Those loose trains of thought.. hm.. I'm torn between fixing it, and the sadistic impulse to leave the reader a completely perplexed shell of person.. *heheh*

... from another I see you robbing me of a potential storyline for my own fic.
Ah, sorry 'bout that. But maybe it won't be that similar... I've got plans for this fic, and chances are good that they won't mirror yours. :P


Oh, and thanks Reptile! I'm happy that you enjoyed reading it... if you don't mind my asking, is English your primary language?

After edit:

One more thing..
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- calamity has befallen the border town of Sanctity. The town has LITERALLY
been wiped off the map.. only flat rubble remains on what used to be a progressive
farming community. New Arroyo, on which it borders on, has denied attacking the
town. We have not been able to get the reactions of the leaders of the Independent
Utah coalition at Tabernacle Flats, as they are also in the midst of a small civil
war at the moment.

There have been no survivors..."

And Rakhal, agile child that he is, caught him as his vision faltered, and he pitched
forward. The cup fell to the tile floor, shattering and spilling dark brown liquid...
the boy called out to him frantically, but his cries went unheard as the priest was
enmeshed in his own personal hell..

And once again, Fate works against Simon Cati...

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RE: my thanks!

"... from another I see you robbing me of a potential storyline for my own fic."

Ah, sorry 'bout that. But maybe it won't be that similar... I've got plans for this fic, and chances are good that they won't mirror yours.


Yeah, probably not the entire story. Just the Master's introduction to it. What you wrote is painfully close to how I was hoping to go about doing it. But that's quite a ways down the road, I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. Hopefully I'll be able to come up with a decent alternative.
 
reptiles languages.......

No english aint my primary language,
that's one reason i dont even think about writing fanfics here.
 
Yummy.....

Awesome story!! Though I've only just gotten around to reading it... argh.... headache.... need... caffine...

Mad Ass
 
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[font size=1" color="#FF0000]LAST EDITED ON Oct-16-01 AT 11:43AM (GMT)[p]Others may look on it as someform of intenerant magic.. that was the only way
they knew of how voices could be carried thousand of miles in the air. The boy
did, at least.. he knew this for a fact.

He built the device himself, that radio, a long time ago. At first, he used it
to intercept snatches of BOS conversation. He knew that the only magic in it,
was the news, the reports of what great folly man always has in motion.
"Another caravan gone missing..", he sighed after a while. "Who do you think did
it, Rakhal?"

The boy shrugged."Don't know.. don't care. What's the use of it? Whoever has the
loot won't share any with me.. no use yearning for lost riches that were never
mine."

He laughed lightly.. it was more series of choked gasps than anything else. "You
have been taught well..", he remarked. "But don't you have any ideals whatsover?"

"I'm not old enough to have ideals..", the child replied.

The old priest shook his head. "How lucky you are.."

Rakhal turned away, this turn in the conversation was always uncomfortable. Even
though he was just ten years old, he the awareness in him was almost too heavy
at times. After all, how many children were still 'all right' after seeing all
his family slaughtered in front of him, simply because a mob didn't like the
way his name sounded, and the way he wouldn't give his hard-earned money.

And Rakhal Bhaalji used to be such a dreamer.

What a pair we make!, the priest thought. An old man and a child, both helpless,
both seeing nightmares in their waking days..
He felt something hot being pressed against his hands. He held it gently with
both his shaky hands, and lifted the cup to his lips. Hesitantly, he took a
draught of the corn syrup. It was sweet, warm, and revitalizing..

More inane news came from the radio... "President Wilson of NCR has made another
impassioned speech denouncing the expansion of New Arroyo Republic southward.
He cautions NAR to not test the might of NCR. Also, he rebukes them for not
giving support to the Brotherhood of Steel. 'Have they no sense of gratitude or
their politics with even a shred of decency?!', he was quoted to say. 'How dare
they use this war as a means to grab more land!'"

"New Reno launches an effort to curb their rising crime rate. With the lack of
adequate policing from New California's regime... gunrunning is once again
rampant." He snorted silently. Since WHEN was gunrunning not all over the Wastes?
Hell, the town store as much in ammo as it did in everday necessities..

"San Francisco sends more Deliverance Throngs, the new post-nuclear Red Cross."
Bland news... , Father Cati thought.

He tuned out the meaning behind the words, and just contented to let the
melodious voice of the announcer roll over him. How things have changed.. how
things have changed!

"There was a clash between the Brotherhood, in the valley right below the nuetral
town of Harmony Grounds. Though many were killed there was no clear victor."
Ah! Now that sparked his interest..

He could imagine those people, fighting, like ants in their sheer numbers.. like
ants in the mindless tidal fury.. and like ants, they were buried under.

Broadcasters seemed such a boring lot, he could also see them, a bunch of stolid
scholars, keeping to the fatal duty of "Keeping Knowledge Pure", as Fenris Bluhart
had first established. The delivery of their 'vital knowledge' was always the
same, a sing-song intonation... no matter wheter it's about a new scientific
(re)discovery or a grisly murder or a mundane caravan run schedule... we live
merely to serve and inform, they said.

But even before the next bit was said, there was something that warned him something
was wrong. Perhaps it was that moment's hesitation, a strange quaver as it began..
maybe even divine insight?!

"It has come to our attention..", the nameless man started. "That an event of
great calamity has befallen the border town of Sanctity. The town has LITERALLY
been wiped off the map.. only flat rubble remains on what used to be a progressive
farming community. New Arroyo, on which it borders on, has denied attacking the
town. We have not been able to get the reactions of the leaders of the Independent
Utah coalition at Tabernacle Flats, as they are also in the midst of a small
civil war at the moment.

His head jerked to the rusted contraption. Isn't that the place where they sent..!
Where he gave the born fruit of years of his life?!

Where he left all that remined of himself, why he lived now as a benign shell?!

No.. it can't be. Too much at stake. What Gods there be can't be THIS cruel.

"There have been no survivors..."

And Rakhal, agile child that he is, caught him as his vision faltered, and the
implications behind the words set in, he pitched forward as the feeling of loss
overcame his senses. The cup fell to the tile floor, shattering and spilling dark
brown liquid... the boy called out to him frantically, but his cries went unheard
as the priest was enmeshed in his own personal hell..

And once again, Fate works against Simon Cati...

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Darrow streched out lazily, and bellowed out a yawn at the town. Passers-by glared
at him, for making such a horrid sound. He ignored them, and tensed his body to get
rid of the sleep-hold, and to warm himself.

The sun was a quarter up the sky, and while the desert was already ablur by the heat
on the horizon, he still felt a bit of a chill. He was born in the deepest hellcenter
of the Salt Lake area, and as far as things went, he could never be warm enough
outside his home.

The heat creeped steadily, a degree down every day, and what had been a brisk morning
has started to become far too cold. "This is the Word of the Living Host: As he that
taketh away a garment in cold weather, and as vinegar upon nitre, so is he that singeth
songs to an heavy heart..", he whispered to himself as he strode out his rusted home,
and into the town.

It was nothing more than a few rows of old, crumbly buildings. The largest structure
was a square block of brick and dried mud. This was the storehouse, and around it
were gathered a score of people, weariness etched permanently on their faces.

Ensure was a refugee town.

He walked among the refuse of the land. Most of them came from the fringe towns along
the border between New Arroyo and New Califonia. In the eyes of some, he could still
see hope, but most were resigned to the fact that the towns they used to live in were
probably already razed and burned to the ground, or under the unbreakable hold of either
of the two Brotherhood of Steel armies.

Darrow stretched out once more, the tattered old trenchcoat he found in the shack he
was staying in felt like lead on his shoulders. As he passed by the storehouse and
the people clustered around it, waiting for the daily handout... several children
screamed and ran away from him. With the morning light, he gave the appearance of
bearishness.

The cantina was inside the hollowed-out ruin of what used to be a diner. Half the chairs
were gone, and the rest were makeshift planks of wood for people to sit on. There were
still a few booths in usable condition, and behind the stained counter was the pretty
proprietress.

And seated beside her on the counter, buttering cornbread, was her soon to be brother-in
-law. "Hey Darrow!", the child said cheerily. "You're up late.. you look funny. Benny's
late too.. he should have arrived two days ago."

"Urgh.,", he replied with as much intelligence as he could muster. Damn this hangover.
"Beer. Do I have a headache...? I need beer. Don't worry."

Tobie jumped down, and went into the back room. "Got ya.", he said."I'm not worried. He
PROMISED. And he won't ever go back on his promise."

"Beer?"

Rebecca rolled her eyes. "Yeah, yeah... good thing someone's paying for you. Your debt's
already too fuckin' big, you know that?!"

"Watch your mouth, woman.", he growled. She's been increasingly bitchy each day."It's not
my fault your 'husband to be' is delayed. Again. One might think he wasn't coming."

She growled at him and pointed to a booth near the back of the room. He flinched, as
abuzz his head was, the pain in her eyes remained vivid and real.

Someone sat at the seat facing the door. A slight, nervous-looking man who hid his face
in his hands. "New guy.. he was looking for you.", she said in a shakily-restrained voice.

Darrow nodded. He knew this man.

"Margaret..", he turned to her as he walked towards the back, and tried to place as much
symphathy in one look as he could.

"What?"

"Forgive me..I will pray. The Lord will keep him safe. He will arrive.."

"Fuck off, Darrow.", she said tonelessly. "We've had this discussion before. What use
are your words, where were you, where was He, when I was a slave?! Go talk to the
pissant, and just ..leave me alone.. I'm waitin' for Benny."

-

"Brother Darrow!" the man cried as he sat down. He was wearing a shiny suit of leather
armor, trying to look like a seasoned adventurer and failing utterly. He had the look of
a fish out of water, his eyes darted like slivers of panic.

"Who are you?", he asked. "Who sent you here? Say the wrong thing and I'll feed you your
liver."

He winced, damned hangover. "Thank you for picking up my tab, by the way."

"Pay no mind, Brother Darrow! It's the least I can do for a.. warrior of God." He
made an obviously practiced flamboyant gesture. "I am Layman Federick, and I come with
a message form from the Tabernacle."

Mentally, Darrow renamed the man, impolite as it may be. Fish-face. His face was thin and
flat, and his eyes were set too far apart. There was a glassy look to them, the kind he
once wore, of a obsessive naivete. Also, there was arrogance... the kind he worked so
hard to kill off in himself.

"... and where the.. hey! Darrow?" The man shook his shoulder. "Stay awake, these are
important things that I must give you."

He snapped awake, and snarled at Fish-face. The Mormon acolyte jumped back in surprise,
sudden fear on his face.

"God!" , Fish-face thought. "They were right to send him into the Wastes. He is turning
into an animal."

Then Darrow shook his head and groaned. "And it came to pass, after he had eaten bread,
and after he had drunk, that he saddled for him the ass, to wit, for the prophet whom
he had brought back.", he said almost automatically. He blinked, and groaned again. Damn
this buzzing head... it opens up old, memorized words... long meaningless but still held
power over him. "Kings 13:23", he had to add.

Fish-face gasped."And yet..the touch of God still walks with him. Is it true then, that
once the Tabernacle has chosen its warriors, then those men will die only upon the
sentence of the Council?"

Frederick had been raised upon legends, and he saw no cause to doubt... but as they said
legends are but wisps of air, until put to the test.

But still, this will make his task a bit harder.

"I have something for you, from your father."

And at this, Darrow perked up, and the mist cleared from his eyes with surprising ease.
"He's still alive?"

"Very much so. The Lord sees fit to grace us a bit longer with his wisdom."

Darrow breathed a sigh of relief. The stubborn old fool still held fast to his
unpopular beliefs. But even so, he was a fool all the same, they had not parted on
the best of terms.
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