No Mutants Allowed

As I lay in bed I wished I was dead over and over again so that I would finally be free, especially of myself.

Wishing suffering on people only darkens the good inside you even if they deserve it. Keep your head up and try to draw like you instead of them.

There is no good in me. Just failure, despair, and loads and loads of stupidity.
And it will be like this every damn day until they finally stick me in the grave.
I wish I had the god damn courage to cut my own wrists or throat.

Of course there is good in you otherwise nobody here would like you. You are a respected member of this community at THE VERY LEAST and if you did hurt yourself it would hurt us as well. You don't know what is on the other side. It could be worse or better. Play the cards you are dealt and find what happiness you can where you can.