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Really hope he's alright. I'll miss him in any case.
It's always fun to read your Fallout: Texas fanfic and your summary of a shared 80s' movie(s) universe.
Hello all
I am not gone completely but I need to work through some issue at the moment.
I am currently staying at a mental health clinic after I sufferered a mental breakdown and experienced a psychotic episode during which I heavily hallicucinated people contacting me from other times.
Please pray for me as I am suffering of voices tha manipulate me and make me deeply sad and confused.
Dutch, take all the time you need to take care of yourself. I'm glad that shared your situation, & I hope that all goes well for you from here!Hello all
I am not gone completely but I need to work through some issue at the moment.
I am currently staying at a mental health clinic after I sufferered a mental breakdown and experienced a psychotic episode during which I heavily hallicucinated people contacting me from other times.
Please pray for me as I am suffering of voices tha manipulate me and make me deeply sad and confused.
Thanks for informing us of your situation.Hello all
I am not gone completely but I need to work through some issue at the moment.
I am currently staying at a mental health clinic after I sufferered a mental breakdown and experienced a psychotic episode during which I heavily hallicucinated people contacting me from other times.
Please pray for me as I am suffering of voices tha manipulate me and make me deeply sad and confused.
We love you and have you in our thoughts. I was very saddened as I thought you might be gone. Thank you for writing a little about your situation. Sounds though! Stay strong.
Thats some heavy stuff bud. Rooting for you like many here.
Hold on in there, man.
Good to hear that you are getting help, I hope your situation improves fast, and best of luck with it
It's good that you are seeking help. Don't worry about responding to us knuckleheads, focus on yourself first and get well.![]()
Hang on in there Dutch.. frankly the worst part is just the beginning, and later getting the right meds, after that, if the additional "effects" don't go away, you'll just have to learn to adapt, and live with it, the same way as it was with me and the same way famous Nash a.k.a "beautiful mind" did it, the most important part is to get the spontaneus fear effect to go away, the rest, can be delt with normaly i think. Just my 2 cents from my "life experience" so to speak..
Good Luck on your bumpy road ahead, and whatever you do, don't ever allow them to get you lobotomized, this barbarism is still considered scientific treatment in USA for example. EU has it banned as far as i remember.
I’ll keep you in my prayers brother, glad you’re getting help.
Dutch, take all the time you need to take care of yourself. I'm glad that shared your situation, & I hope that all goes well for you from here!
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Thanks for informing us of your situation.
You're going through some tough stuff, I'm glad you're getting help. That takes a lot of strength and courage and I hope and wish you to get well soon. But even if it takes longer than that, please keep fighting, it might not be easy, but everyone here is rooting for your recovery and wishes to see you back once you're well again.
Good luck mate.
LolDont do drugs, stay on meds
The worst part is indeed the beginning, realizing that you have a problem like this and that it may be something I need to live with for the rest of my life.
Life won't be impossible but definitely very different and suddenly this is the new 'normal' and that in order to keep the new normal under control you may need to take pills for the rest of your life and that is something getting used to.
And yes, I experienced a spontaneous fear effect a couple of days ago and that can be terrifying as I was afraid I was having the beginning of another breakdown until I calmed down again.
I have no intention of having any neurosurgeon touch my brain and promising me that it will 'help' make everything again as it used to be, especially not anything like a lobotomy or other cutting of neuron matter.
I didn't know it was still being practiced.
Good to hear that you're doing well Dutch!Hello people,
I have a question. Shall I tell you what has happened three weeks ago or do you feel that I best keep that private and just tell how I have been doing since.
For example I am now entering my second week that I am home again, and do thinks like cooking for myself and getting groceries.
I also still go to the day activity organization twice a week though I have been slowly building that up because sometimes I still feel very tired.
And I am taking care of my own pets again.
I haven't heard the voices again thanks to the medicines I have been using. Twice a day someone from a support organization comes knocking on my door to make sure that I take them in.
Most of the time now I spend on writing my story ideas or playing games though my laptop doesn't do modern games well.
I hope to have my desktop repaired or a new one build so that I can play Terminator Resistance + DLC, Robocop Rogue City, Aliens Fireteam + DLC, and Aliens Dark Descent, or Alien Isolation again as I am in the mood to play those games,
I should be able to run Live A Live which is also a good game,
Good to hear that you're doing well Dutch!![]()