Sorry I keep bringing it up Toront. Just so fucking disappointed that almost everything I put a lot of interest in has been in such a massive decline these last fifteen years. Combine that with some personal drama/frustration... and well it all feels like a black hole. There is probably a lesson in this of never becoming too passionate/obsessed about some escapism creation.
Just gotta branch out and find something else.
I mean I still care about Fallout, if I didn't I'd just leave this place.
Everyone here still cares about Fallout to some degree we can't ever truly separate that connection that we have.
Just gotta come to terms with it.
Have you played Fallout 76 (for like 100 hours) yet? Cause it worked wonders are just making me accept that yeah, it's dead and it's time to move on.
It's as good of a closure as possible because it completely eliminates the idea that the series is ever recoverable.
As much as I love Underrail or Wasteland they are never going to have that nostalgic connection to Fallout. Nothing ever can.
I've stopped trying to find something to invest as much emotional connection to as I did with Fallout, it's not gonna happen.
I envy people who are into series that stayed good for a long time but for some of us that was never meant to be.
And I mean at a certain point it is just unhealthy to be a fan of something that clearly is just going to upset you over and over.
Pretty much everything I loved as a child is dead too.
Nothing's gonna change that.
Nothing new is gonna replace what I lost.
It's time to move on.
If you want a light in the shadow to cling onto then cling onto fan-made projects and ignore everything Bethesda does.
