"Leave us alone! We are forced to change our lives every 10 years"
My name is Aude El-Hawa and I'm Lebanese. I've been watching with horror the destruction of my country in the last 8 days.
1988. I was 8 years old. I still remember the bombs that fell in the sea, as we were playing on the beach. I remember the panic, as we gathered what we could take with us. I remember the way to the harbour under the noise of explosions.
I remember leaving my country on a boat to Cyprus, the five of us, my parents and my two brothers, cramped in a cabin of 2 square meters. When we reached our final destination, France, we were informed that my grandfather had been killed in Beirut by the shrapnel of a bomb.
My parents and their three children made a new beginning in Lyon, and they succeeded. They raised us. And now? Now, 18 years after, the same distress, the same pain, but above all, the feeling of unfairness, absolute and great unfairness. This time, really, Lebanon has no responsibility for what is happening. Unfortunately, this is the arena of other countries’ wars…
The Great Powers have “frozen" the pleas for a cease-fire, claiming that the abducted Israeli soldiers must be returned first, that the Lebanese Government must disarm Hezbollah and also send Lebanese troops to Southern Lebanon.
I agree with the return of the soldiers and with the sending of Lebanese troops to the South. However, we should not forget that Israel possessed Southern Lebanon for almost 20 years. Did they try to neutralise Hezbollah during that time? If they did try, then it appears that they have failed. And if they didn't try, well, why didn’t they?
Thus, how can one expect from a “new” government like that of Lebanon, undermined by internal divisions and assassination attempts towards anyone that dares to speak against Syria, to disarm an organisation that billions of dollars of American economic help and supply of war material towards Israel didn’t manage to disarm? I wonder, do Bush and Blair honestly believe that the Lebanese government has what it takes to disarm Hezbollah, when they set the disarmament of that organisation as one of the conditions for the cease-fire?
Israel withdrew from Southern Lebanon, and a few years ago Hezbollah had negotiated the release of prisoners. What else do they want? Does Hezbollah fight Israel for the good of Lebanon after all?
And Israel? They kill for reprisal innocent Lebanese citizens, claiming that they are striking at Hezbollah targets! More that 300 innocent civilians dead in one week. My God!
Ports, airports, gas stations, bridges and roads. Are these the “Hezbollah targets”? Or perhaps the destruction of the country’s infrastructure? I don’t know…Our country was under the process of rebuilding and now…we’re back to the past! Does Israel want to weaken Lebanon by destroying its economy? Or are we simply the only country towards which it can freely express its anger?
The USA, Britain, and of course Israel, all officially declare that Syria and Iran are behind this crisis. However, Israel declares that in no way does it desire to enter a war against Syria. Why this controversial stance?
The USA and Britain immediately reacted when Iraq invaded Kuwait. How can you “wash your hands of it” now? Is it because Lebanon does not have oil, or perhaps because your special relationship with Israel doesn’t allow you to react?
The national community must give an end to this crime. The people of Lebanon, who care for their country, regardless of religion and political ideology, do not want this war.
The people of Lebanon want peace.
The people of Lebanon want national sovereignty and true freedom.
The people of Lebanon are tired of having to start their lives all over again every 10 years.
My message is clear: This war is not ours.
Leave us alone!
With honor, Aude El-Hawa.