Sleep paralysis

I was like "Aww I can't even work on it because I'll wake up in 5 seconds." and I did.

This happens to me quite frequently
And annoyingly, it happens whenever a dream is about to get entertaining (not necesarily in a predictably "sexay" way or anything, but just, FUN, like cool shit happening) - I will even begin to suspect that I'm dreaming, and then the world begins to unravel around me, and before I know it, I'm staring into my wall and mattress "goddamnit... "
 
Maybe it does not do to dwell on dreams. I heard lucid dreaming increases your chances of sleep paralysis.
 
Well I may not be a professional dream analyst, I do dream often and intensely enough that they can stick with me for days. As for sleep paralysis it does seem if you want to induce lucid dreaming some may have to induce sleep paralysis. To do so, you have to turn out all lights, lay completely still, eyes open and resist all urges to move. I've tried to induce it myself because of my intense dreaming my entire life, although less frequent as I get older, wanted to experience by will but was never able to do it but have done it by accident. I do remember 5 or so years ago laying in bed. It had been a long week at work, tired, stressed to the point of crying, laying in bed. Trying to sleep with work stuck in my head. Laying in the dark. In Wyoming, silence and dark is not hard to accomplish, accidentally induced sleep paralysis may happen. My experience was... horrible. Felt short of breath, heard voices, saw shadows and was afraid but unable to move. I feel the weight of several pounds sitting on my chest with the dark image of something that wasn't there. Stealing my breath. Shortly after the horror of unable to move, slept, waking in a lucid dream. In context of time seemed like forever when in reality it was a matter of minutes or even moments but how fantastic it was to materialize things on a whim, although your mind seems to block certain things that you may want to do or see like sexual fantasies and if you want to punch someone or something there is no impact, feels like your arm is a limp noodle. I've talked about a sexual dream I had on this forum before and what context it had for me in reality so your dreams can tell you something as it is thought that dreams our the minds way of trying to solve a conscious problem unconsciously. I wouldn't recommend dwelling on them sure but in context of what the dream may be just may be your mind trying to solve a problem that may or may not be on the surface. Either way, don't dwell on it but try to take something small away from it.

For me recently my dreams have been centered around water and swimming. Here, we only have a brief moment of swimming in warm water cause winters are long and the fresh water is cold plus public pools can be down right gross, I don't get to swim that often. Recently I did have a dream centered around a fresh spring fed by a creek. I remember in this dream, the water being so clear that you could see every little pebble and every little creature that called it home, there was no stress involved, though found it odd upon wakening that I was fully clothed while swimming. I reached the shore of this clear water and waiting for me there was a group of people. Most of them were a blur and something of a mystery as they were just there. One stood out in particular, a woman, I used to love a long time ago. While I'm not using this post to dwell in the past, she was for me, perfect. Long red hair, crystal blue eyes, good physique, common interests (yadda yadda yadda) the one that got away. Haven't thought of her in many years but Jesus, this dream, she was there. In the flesh, well not really but in the dream was real enough but her hair was curly and her skin...sickly grey, almost several days dead in appearance and the moment she opened her mouth the talk, the dream ended. I had woke with the feeling of worry. I recalled her sister's phone number but not hers, being several years ago...it was disconnected years ago. So social media to the rescue, nothing. She used to be a social media whore via early Myspace but nothing. I fear she may have died and I never knew. I still have not been able to contact her to find out but that is one the strange mysteries of life.

I do believe that it may that I have not ever gotten any kind of closure but I will never be sure. My responses on this forum may be strange or jarring but dreams are something I love having and sharing. They are a mystery but a mystery we all experience.
 
Dreams are expert dwellers-of-the-past, so much so, it may become annoying

Just tonight I had my 5000th dream about budgerigars. I grew up with them, one at the time, 3 over time, each one dies untimely - as death always is - and in real life I'm a good coper, I'm a realist, even as a kid, pneumonia got one, cancer another, hormonal imbalance a third (had to be put down), but in my dreams their survival is suddenly entirely up to me - and the fragile little things are without any means of protection, usually no cage, in this case, a broken cage and I had to maneuver through the entire city with them wrapped in my T-shirt.
Incredibly - as these annoying dreams go - both survived, and I was able to put them into their cages and move on

Around the time I lost my cat, I had similar dreams, of impossibly looking after my cat in a wide open super-city, full of dangers

I get it dreams, stop bothering me >:I

I also dream about big bad water. Sometimes calm, stoic floods, such as the entire city valley just submerged beneath black waters, from horizon to horizon - or the city river becoming a huge, explosive, white foamy torrent
 
It's a witch sitting on your chest.

Yes, the "mare"
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In Norwegian the word for "nightmare" is "mareritt" - translated roughly to "ridden by the mare", in Swedish it's "mardröm" - a "mare dream"
In German they refer to an "elf-dream", the elf being the "mare"

These words originally describe the terrifying sensation of sleep paralysis, but have over time come to represent bad dreams in general (something that is common in the evolution of words)

I notice Slavic languages also refer to a "mora", while in Spanish the word is "pesadilla", refering to a weight upon you.
As always, I remain curious of these words in languages completely unrelated to Indo-European, as I suspect similar sensatins recieve similar descriptions around the world
 
I am under treatment for sleep apnea. My doctor told me such dreams are confused with demonic possession, nor are they a psychiatric emergency. I keep a loaded WASR-10[semi AK clone] grab ready by my bed because the rash of home invasions we had a few years ago. One night I see a black clad creature come through my trailer window. I screamed it was a "commando, come to steal my guns!" and began wrestling it for my rifle. I suddenly awoke, covered in sweat. I realize I was ok, checked the trailer, and I found I was ok. I slept peacefully the rest of the night and awoke and had a pleasant day, too.
 
So far I've only had a few sleep paralysis experiences. The first time was terrifying, because I didn't know what the hell was going on. I've never had these nightmarish images to go with it, though, so after the first time I'd just be like 'Oh, better wait this one out for a bit'. Kind of a bummer really. I never have nightmares or epic dreams. I usually dream about doing menial tasks in the house or some boring shit. Even my sleep paralysis is boring. :(
 
I usually dream about doing menial tasks in the house or some boring shit.

What the hell :D
Here, have some of my flood-dreams, you like floods?
I have several kinds fo choose between - overflowing river, the violent kind, oceanic horizon looming at unnatural height, or this one - water fills the world outside, while you watch through the window, and begin to wonder if you should find your way to the roof, or if you'd be safer indoors, in like an opposite gold fish bowl

If you're more in the mood for a good chase, I have a couple of them too. Beware of sudden death, since if you die in a dream, you wake up REALLY freaked out, and these ones, well... let's just say you'll get shot in the end. UNLESS, you have activated cheats. Cheats require a massive ammounts of focus, but with some luck, I have managed to TCL out of buildings.

Maybe you don't want that much action and stress, and would rather prefer those I categorize as "silent anguish", these are - to me - the most interesting, as well as the most terrifying - because they consist typically of non-threatening scenery, a house, a garden, maybe a museum, or a park - but with an overwhelming sense of dread permeating you through and through, incessantly gripping at you, like cold claws, untill you wake up sweatting, and wonder what on earth that was about
 
While those dreams don't sound pleasant at all, they do sound interesting. A friend of mine used to have epic dreams about interdimensional beings and changelings infiltrating his life and such, and while he was frightened to death in those dreams, he was always glad he had them.

Even as a kid I don't believe I've ever had any nightmares. Not that I remember anyway. I rarely remember my dreams, and when I do, they're boring as shit. :(
 
I'm like your friend then, I value the insanity in my dreams, although it can sometimes be a bit much.
I don't class most of these as nightmares though, more like... very intense dreams. The "silent anguish" types are indeed nightmares, and exceptionally frightening

I also get a lot of hotel-rumaging... in fact I had that this night, I only remember vaguely. It'll be kind of like a bizarro sitcom, as I'll go from room to room, trying to figure something out
 
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