There isn’t one. As weird as it sounds, I never was completely ostracized or hated after the drama around me being fired in 2013. It wasn’t until being tied to GamerGate that people suddenly unfollowed, blocked, or refused to talk. I firmly believe it has a lot to do with fear of being questioned or punished by their peers.
A year ago, this fantastic YouTuber Super Bunny Hop was going to tell my story. I trusted him so I gave him my complete honest story along with documented proof backing everything I said. After a couple interviews and emails, I realized how much it was stressing me out to dig that stuff back up so I backed out. He was really cool about everything and remains one of my favorite YouTubers. Here’s the kicker: He voiced concern throughout that he was worried if he’d be blacklist by the media himself by telling my story. He eventually joined the Game Journo Pros group. Now he won’t even respond to me. I’m not ragging on him or anything. I think he’s an incredible voice with a strong sense of ethics and values, whose views on GamerGate and the gaming community align with my own (see
his 2014 retrospective video). I’m saying this to highlight how even he, an independent YouTuber, is ruled by this fear of being shunned or punished by the movers and shakers of games media. It seems everyone in gaming right now is acting and reacting out of fear of some sort of boogeyman. It’s not a healthy place for a creative industry to be in.