Arianna stared at Jacob, aghast at his statements. It was like a verbal slap in the face to her; and one that caused more pain than he probably realized. 'Just like you can't fix feral ghouls...idealism causes more problems than it fixes.' Those words stung deep, reopening old wounds that would never truly heal. She blinked, startled, blinked again, stunned into silence. She had no retort, no way of explaining why she felt she had to do something for the child. For that, she'd have to admit to being ex-Enclave; and she already suspected he knew about her, somehow. Yet the others didn't...at least, she didn't think so. She had almost managed to get over her stunned silence when two things happened.
First, the strange amnesiac man appeared seemingly out of nowhere--she must've missed his footsteps, being so distracted by the child. She would have warned him to keep his distance, but she couldn't have spoken even if she'd tried.
The second thing was when the man did get close, the child suddenly charged...right at Ari herself! Arianna leapt to her feet in shock, mouth gaping open. At first, she thought he was attacking her, but then realized he was seeking her protection. A flood of emotion filled her heart, at this child seeking protection from her of all people. If the child truly understood who she was...*what* she was, it would likely have fled. Instead, he darted forward, ripped the iguanna from her hand, and had managed to put her between the strange charming fellow and himself.
Look, Ari spoke, her throat dry and voice cracking slightly. She was still even visibly shaken from Jacob's words. "I know...he probably won't ever be normal, not in the way you or I are normal. But I can't just abandon a child who is going to die out here, if we don't do something. It's not a -might- situation. This child WILL die if we don't do something to help him. she shuddered, a chill runing the length of her spine.
'Just like you can't fix feral ghouls! They aren't robots that you can just gut and repair...' Jacob's voice rang in her head once more. She bit down on her lower lip, struggling to contain the sorrow that filled her heart.
"Maybe," she continued at last, I can't 'fix' this child...but perhaps I can help ease his life, and his suffering. Look, I really would like to travel with you guys, I've got nowhere else to go. But if you won't allow me to bring this child, then I'll go off on my own, and take him with me. She shrugged, gazing at the wilderness around her. She knew she'd probably die out here if she did take off alone. She was in unfamiliar territory. But then, was death really so bad? She gazed at Jacob, at Edward, and at Chameleon, wondering just where fate would take her.