AskWazzup
Sonny, I Watched the Vault Bein' Built!
Is it for a school course or just general enlightenment?
I guess you could call it general enlightenment, but it's more of a bittersweet drug now, since the more you learn, the more angles you start to see in pretty much everything, it's like you get a second vision (i sometimes spot myself creeping behind my back and analyse me analysing something), so you can appreciate so much more than you could before. And even though it's sometimes pretty hard to put yourself in a spot where you sit down read, do exercises (that's what i meant by bittersweet), i still pretty much have a craving to learn everything i can in this short, frail lifespan of a human. And it's not just for knowing more, i started to have a very huge craving for creating a few years ago, so i started to dabble around with music, programming, sketching etc. Of course since i don't have enough time to learn everything that i would want to, i had to trim it down to a few things. So now i am determined to compose (already learned how to play the piano and a very big portion of theory), learn math (which i completely avoided in school), physics, programming, algorithms etc. The great thing is that all of those things sometimes coincide, so you also sometimes need to use them all.
All of it has nothing to do with a career, or money, now i just want to do it and that's it. And this phase of me actually wanting to sit down and learn something is just a few years old, so i don't know if it's all still a novelty, but i hope i will continue this until i kick the bucket.